Profil: Tinah1986

I can still remember the time when I begged for love. I lost my colors. I settled for the !maybe!, the !I'll see if I can! and the !I'm tired!. I endured the pain of every no, and over time I started to believe that maybe, just maybe, that's what I deserve, Later I got free from it. That made me grateful, I have got a chance to somehow search for the rare !yes! and so I just sit in this corner waiting.
I am a high school science teacher traumatized by the scars of yesterdays but still believe in the fairytale romance, which I never been experienced in my whole life. I am a singe mom of three raising them all by myself since my late husband walk away. I once took care of him as He was suffering from stroke from bedridden to finally able to walk, but when He restores his health He keeps on saying I was not the one He love and that He keeps longing to be with his 1st girlfriend whome as He say his one and only love. So I have him checked and the doctor says this was the effect of stroke in him mental state. So I set him free and He was with the girl he always says he love. while they were living together He suffered again another stroke attack and wasn't able to survive. Even though I was feeling cheated I still managed to be with him at his last breath together with his girl. After 3 years I was thinking its time to start something new. I wish I could find one here who is openminded enough to handle my scars of yesterday. I am not here for looks and money, I am here for luv.